30 DAYS OF STRANGER THINGS- October Journaling

Darling you got to let me know/Should I stay or should I go?/If you say that you are mine/I’ll be here ’til the end of time/So you got to let me know/Should I stay or should I go?

It’s that time of the year again…. STRANGER FREAKING THINGS! It’s back for a second season on October 27th, moves up from an original October 31st premiere. I was wondering what i should do for my October Journaling, then I thought, ‘what if October was all about Stranger Things?’ So here I am. You can print the template below:

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A good portion of the questions are the cheesy sort of ‘who do you ship’, but there are theories as well. There’s also a space for your personal favorite song from the first season, which is ‘Should I Stay or Should I Go, by The Clash, of course. I did write most of the questions when the premiere date was still  Halloween. I must have at least 10 or 15 spelling mistakes, but oh well.

I really hope you enjoy the October prompts, and the new Stranger Things season. I have fall and Halloween DIYS on the way, so just be ready for that!

-Tash

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Line and Sinker- Learning to Hold Your Head Up High.

There is a song by Billy Talent that is called Line and Sinker. Once you get past the screaming at the beginning, and pay attention to the actual lyrics, it is a song baout holding your head high.

The main character of the song feels as if nobody in the world cares about him. Even Santa Claus. He’s always teased, but he finds a way through despite.

I have felt like that before, but I have learned how to shrug it off and be like ‘who even cares?’. Today, the strangest thing happened. There are two kids in mainstream who barely know me, and probably don’t like me very much (if you guys are reading this, you know who you are) and this loser idiot kept rubbing it in my face about how I lost the student council election and he was being really sarcastic about the entire thing like ‘oh, congratulations on being elected’ and ‘you can really help make a difference on student council as the new communications minister’, and the one girl said ‘leave her alone Savvy, you’re being really rude’ and the other boy said ‘yeah, that’s really not nice’, and it’s things like this that can really brighten your day. It encourages you to carry on.

Holding your head high may sound really difficult, but you know, as long as you have confidence in yourself, it is really easy. You just need to remember that loser idiots like that don’t even matter at all. They are just trying to put you down so they can feel tall. Embrace your uniqueness, even if nobody else can see how unique you are. Because you are beautiful and you are worth people’s time, and if they can’t see that, then you obviously don’t need them.

-Tash

My Favorite Billy Talent Songs- A VERY Hard List To Compile!

 

Hello! I understand that I was supposed to do a full week of posts, but the grade eight workload was freaking crazy! So here we are…..

This is a list of my FAVORITE Billy Talent songs, and let me tell you that this was very hard to compile, as I love pretty much all their music. But these are the 10 songs that stand out for various reasons.

HONORABLE MENTIONS:

5- A Passage To Bangkok (Rush Cover)

4- Stand Up and Run

3- Surrender

2- Burn The Evidence

1- Living In The Shadows

RUNNER UP:

Standing In The Rain

THE TOP TEN:

#10-

Try Honesty

Try Honesty

I love both versions of ‘Try Honesty’, and the acoustic. This song was definitely their rise to fame. They were all in a weird place when they made the ‘Try Honesty’ EP, with Ian and Jon in college, and Aaron learning he had MS. But this album shaped my opinion on rock, metal and punk.

 

#9-

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White Sparrows

‘White Sparrows’ is one of the only three songs that can make me cry. This song tells the story of a man and a women who are deeply in love, but then due to health complications, the woman passes away. This song really resonates and provokes feeling.

#8-

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Rabbit Down The Hole

‘Rabbit Down The Hole’ was definitely one of the best songs off of ‘Afraid Of Heights’. It is an amazing six minute power ballad that has one of Ian’s best guitar riffs yet. It did take me a few months to warm up to, but now it is one of my absolute favorites.

#7-

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Nothing To Lose

I don’t think I need to say anything about this one. Such a sad song. The other song that makes me cry. I love it. Don’t ask me why. I don’t know. I just do.

 

#6-

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The Ex

The single-handed best angry breakup song ever. It’s impossible not to love it as Ben sings about a girl who broke his heart so much, he felt he needed to write a song about it! It is one of the best songs ever. Even though i’ve never been dumped. Although, my best friend ditched me for the ‘cool crowd’, so that’s relation enough.

#5-

Devil_On_My_Shoulder

Devil On My Shoulder

I love it. It is absolutely fabulous. Hands-down one of my favorites. Some of the best guitar and bass works are on this one song. Some of it is actually so relatable! Ahem… As I get closer, my dreams get farther, I climb that ladder, you kick it over….. I;ve dug a hole so deep im gonna drown in my mistakes. Yep, so relatable!

#4-

Surprise, Surprise

Surprise, Surprise

That music video though…… But we’re not talking about tyrant pigs. We are talking about the rebellious sounds that made me fall in love with Billy Talent in the first place. I still love it!

Here’s the music video for people who want to see it…. I dont know why you would.

#3-

Rusted From The Rain

Rusted From The Rain

Getting down to the nitty gritty, are we?

What is there not to love about ‘Rusted From The Rain’? The music video had absolutley nothing to do with the song, but the video was still amazing like always. I love this song. It was actually the first song from their third album that I ever heard. ‘Surprise, Surprise’ and ‘Rusted From The Rain’ got me into this band!

#2-

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The Crutch

It’s hard and it’s raw rock and it’s absolutely f-ing flawless. One of the best songs on AOH (Afraid Of Heights). Like I said, it’s flawless. Out of all the songs on AOH,this one sounds the most like a traditional punk song. I love it. You need to play it as LOUD as freaking possible.

#1-

Billy Talent

Voices of Violence

This is one of my absolute favorites! But it really is a three way tie. I know this is one of their older songs, but it is one of the best. It also contains one of my favorite quotes: Don’t Wait For, A Knight In Shining Armour… Your Savior, is Reflected in the mirror. Yep. ‘Voices of Violence’ is one of the best songs they’ve written.

 

THE OTHER FAVES! (THAT TIED WITH VOICES OF VIOLENCE):

Perfect World

Half Past Dead

That is my top 10, and the ones that tied with ‘Voices of Violence’, plus others. Feel free to share your top 10, and like and follow me for more top 10 songs by artists like Young Guns and Cage the Elephant. Stay Gold and do your best to survive the first month af school! I know it’s difficult, but you can do it!

-Tash

The First Day Of School. Expectations VS Reality

The first day of school……..

Expectation

Your alarm goes off at 6:25, playing (insert favorite song here) to wake you up. You spring out of bed full of enthusiasm for the coming day

Reality

The alarm goes off and you roll over, covering your face with your pillow. You grudgingly get out of bed when your jam finishes and dread what is going to come.

Expectation

Everybody is accepting of your new style and the way you changed over the summer. Everybody is glad to see you back.

Reality

Your punk rock style does not go down well with your peers. You get called ‘edgy’ multiple times by people you don’t get along with, and the usual buttheads are annoying you.

Expectation

Your schedule is perfect. You immediately pick out the days you are looking forward to the most. The day that has a perfect blend of all your favorite subjects. You sign up for every club possible and have a generally bearable experience.

Reality

Your schedule is a blend of hate, hate and love. There is no one day that you actually end up looking forward to. You don’t sign up for any clubs, just the usual office helping, that gets you called a teachers pet.

 

This is just how the first day was for me. If everything met your expectations, that’s absolutely amazing, and it also means that your experience was way freaking better than mine. Remember to  follow my blog and like my posts to show that you like my content, it really supports me. This just being a hobby, i dont post as often as I could and there isnt a schedule, but i keep trying. Ill see u next time,

-Tash

30 DAYS OF MUSIC- September Journaling Challenge

This month, for my 30 days of journaling, I wanted to try something a little different. This month, all my journaling prompts would relate to music, because music is such a key part of our life.

This is the printable for September. I wish you all luck with this 30 day challenge and the upcoming school (doomsday) season.

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I hope that you keep reading my blog and that you enjoy reading my “exclusive” content on both my blogs. Please show your support by following my blog and liking my posts. Look out for next moth’s ‘Stranger Things’ themed journaling prompts!

-Tash

1 Year of Little Miss Talent!

I have officially had this blog for 1 year! It was August 23rd, 2016, when I thought that it would be freaking awesome to start a blog. And so I did. At first, my only followers were my friends from school. Then more other people started to read it. And now I’m at 30 followers. I never expected this to happen, especially since im only 13.

Most Viewed Posts

My most veiwed posts in this one year of being around are… DRUMROLL PLEASE…..

1. Afraid of Heights Album Unboxing and First Listen

2.Disney Princesses who Should Have their Movies Made Live-Action + Fantasy Casting

3.#StudySaturday- Organization

(Technically from my other blog, but whatever!)

Favorite Posts

My favorite posts, I have to say, are

1. Afraid of Heights Album Unboxing and First Listen

2. DIY Librarians Phone Case

3. Ben Kowalewicz Quotes to Brighten Your Day

(Technically from my other blog, but whatever!)

Most Liked Posts

There are quite a few posts that sport these likes,

 

I’d like to give a huge shout-out to and thank all 30 of my wonderful followers and anyone who has ever clicked the like button on one of my posts, or left an encouraging comment over this year of trail runs. And you  know what? I absolutely love blogging, so me and both my blogs will be back for another great year!

I love you guys all so much!

-Tash

 

BILLY TALENT AFRAID OF HEIGHTS ALBUM UNBOXING!!! AND FIRST LISTEN!

Before you call me obsessed, yes, I am. And I’m okay with that. I’m not sure how I’m supposed to do an unboxing on a blog, but let’s give this a try!

The album cover is pretty cool. It depicts one side of greed, and the other side shows what will happen if we continue on this path.

Afraid Of Heights

The tracklist is as follows:

Big Red Gun

Afraid of Heights

Ghost Ship of Cannibal Rats

Louder Than the DJ

The Crutch

Rabbit Down the Hole

Time-Bomb Ticking Away

Leave Them All Behind

Horses and Chariots

This is Our War

February Winds

Afraid of Heights (Reprise)

I was a little disappointed with the inside of the album this time around. When you open Afraid of Heights, it folds out in threes. Usually, all three panels would have a design. With Dead Silence, it was Toronto swallowed by the ocean. This time, only the middle panel had a design on it.

On the left side, you can slide out a lyrics book, which features each songs single artwork as well as the lyrics. It also has a mastered for headphones download. If you go to billytalent.com/mfhp and type in the code on the slip, you can download free mastered for headphones versions of the tracks.

On the right side, you can slide out the CD. The CD is red with an optical illusion in the middle. I was expecting something plain, like on Dead Silence, but must say I was pleasantly surprised. It almost makes up for the lack of artwork.

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Track One. Big Red Gun

Big Red Gun is about Mass Shootings. In an interview, bassist Jonathan Gallant said ‘The USA is trying to fix a gun problem with more guns, and to us, that;s just reverse ideology. They got this backwards, and that’s sort of where Big Red Gun came from’. Great opener, and twice the song ‘Afraid of Heights’ is. this should have been the title track, in my opinion.

Lyrics
Brothers in arms who share my fears,
Time to protect what you hold dear
There’s been a rise in new ideals,
Threatening to change the way we live
Who knows what trouble’s found a way,
Found a way to your door today
Who knows what trouble’s on its way,
On its way to intimidate
All I want is a big red gun
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah oh
I’m gonna shoot, shoot, shoot at the setting sun
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah oh
And all I want is a big red gun,
I’m gonna shoot, shoot, shoot till the thrill is gone
‘Cause this is my right no matter the cost
Get outta my sight when baby’s got a big red gun
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah oh
Baby’s got a big red gun
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah oh
Pride is a weapon in your hand
Freedom awards the faithful man
I hear the message loud and clear,
Straight from his lips into my ear
And lord I just can’t walk away,
Walk away from the enemy
The law will never disagree,
On the target of my insecurities
All I want is a big red gun
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah oh
I’m gonna shoot, shoot, shoot at the setting sun
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah oh
And all I want is a big red gun,
I’m gonna shoot, shoot, shoot till the thrill is gone
And how many lives will have to be lost to understand why my baby’s got a big red gun?
We call them twisted and deranged (baby’s got a big red gun)
But we gave them the keys to annihilate (baby’s got a big red gun)
How long before the next one’s in the ground? (Baby’s got a big red gun)
So proud of all your history (baby’s got a big red gun)
But history made a big mistake (baby’s got a big red gun)
The judge and jury stand before you now (baby’s got a big red gun)
‘Cause baby’s got a big red gun
Baby’s got a big red gun
Baby’s got a big red gun
Oh momma what have I become?
Songwriters: Aaron Solowoniuk / Ben Kowalewicz / Ian D’sa / Jon Gallant
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Track Two. Afraid of Heights

The title track. Afraid of Heights is said to be about commitment. Two lovers in a relationship and one is scared to take some kind of jump. It is a really sweet song. They were able to write a great love song while still maintaining their original style. Maybe not title track worthy. The album should have been called either Big Red Gun or The Crutch, in my opinion. Still a killer song, though.

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Wherever I go, wherever I go
I have to question the hand that I hold close

Wherever I go, wherever I go
I have to silence the words that you fear most

Don’t ever let go, don’t ever let go
Are we destined to hit the ground below?

Don’t ever let go, don’t ever let go
We’re at the end of a burning tightrope

[Chorus]
Now I’m waiting on the corner in the back of your mind
It’s a lonely place to live, and I got nowhere to hide
Cause you told me that you’d never be afraid of heights again

Nobody ever thought that we could make it this high
You’re the only one I’d follow ’til the end of time
If we fall, we fall together baby, don’t think twice again

[Verse 2]
Together I know, together I know
That we’d burn like a rocket’s afterglow
Together I know, together I know
We could conquer the stars beyond this world

We let it all go, we let it all go
I’m just a voice on a broken radio

We let it all go, we let it all go
We got lost in the constellations

 

[Chorus]
Now I’m waiting on the corner in the back of your mind
It’s a lonely place to live, and I got nowhere to hide
Cause you told me that you’d never be afraid of heights again
Nobody ever thought that we could make it this high
You’re the only one I’d follow ’til the end of time
If we fall, we fall together baby, don’t think twice again
(Don’t think twice again again )

[Bridge]
And after all of these years, and all of this time
Darling, if I’m still a question in your mind
Well just say the words and this will end

Yeah!

[Chorus]
You told me that you’d never be afraid of heights
You told me that you’d never be afraid of heights
You told me that you’d never be afraid of heights again
You told me that you’d never be afraid of heights
You told me that you’d never be afraid of heights
If we fall, we fall together baby, don’t think twice again

[Outro]
Wherever I go, wherever I go
I hear your voice on a broken radio
Wherever I go, wherever I go
I know we’ll burn like a rocket’s afterglow
Don’t ever let go, don’t ever let go
So are we destined to hit the ground below?
Don’t ever let go, don’t ever let go
Are we just watching the final chapter close?

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Track Three. Ghost Ship of Cannibal Rats

One of the best songs on the album, rumored to be about the fabled ghost ship of cannibal rats in Russia. After a ship went missing and was assumed to have wrecked itself somewhere, it was seen off the coast of Russia. Once people could get on board, they discovered that it was full of, you guessed it, cannibal rats. It was soon used as a metaphor for democracy and the economy.

Lyrics
Is never given enough today
I’m tired of looking the other way
(Respect!)
An appetite that we can’t sustain
We’re on a mission to kiss our days away
So how long before the rivers start to rise, dear?
Yeah I thank my lucky stars to be alive here
A generation of castaways
Under a nation of tidal waves
(Respect!)
Are we the passengers or the prey?
You can’t escape from the past on holiday
So how long before the rivers start to rise, dear?
Pack your bags because the tide is getting high
Don’t be afraid of the view from economy class
It’s just the captain and crew jumping off of the mast
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
Who’s gonna sound the alarm when the bridges collapse?
Is this the point where the bomb reaches critical mass?
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
Catastrophic events don’t change
Today we feast, but tomorrow we pay
(Respect!)
But don’t you worry cause you’ll be safe
I got a ticket to piss your days away
So how long before the rivers start to rise, dear?
Yeah I thank my lucky stars to be alive here
Don’t be afraid of the view from economy class
It’s just the captain and crew jumping off of the mast
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
Who’s gonna sound the alarm when the bridges collapse?
Is this the point where the bomb reaches critical mass?
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
Don’t be afraid of the view from economy class
It’s just the captain and crew jumping off of the mast
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
Who’s gonna sound the alarm when the bridges collapse?
Is this the point where the bomb reaches critical mass?
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
One city from the coast disappearing too fast
One city from the coast sunk into the past
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
One city from the coast disappearing too fast
One city from the coast, we can never come back
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
All aboard on the ghost ship of cannibal rats
Rats
Cannibal rats
Songwriters: Aaron Solowoniuk / Ben Kowalewicz / Ian D’sa / Jon Gallant

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Track Four. Louder Than the DJ

Definitely the least load-bearing song on this album. IT gives you time to let loose and relax from the heavier sounds on the album. This song is simply said to just be about believing in the power of rock and roll. I think that sounds about right.

Lyrics
The party’s over, called it a night
I hope you had the time of your life
They say that rock will never survive
It’s up to youth to keep her alive
And I don’t know what’s making you tick
Generation narcissistic
Little Miss Selfie, Lonely Boy Slick
It’s time you get a brand new fix, baby
Louder, louder, louder than the DJ
Louder, louder, louder than the DJ
Faster, faster, faster than the airwaves
Louder, louder, louder than the DJ
Louder than the DJ
Louder than the DJ
We surfed until the end of the set
Our leather jackets covered in sweat
Those glory days, they ain’t over yet
So light that torch and burn like a jet
‘Cause revolution starts on the mic
Strike three chords that cut like a knife
Radio needs a shot to the vein
Of anger, fury, heartache, and pain, baby
Louder, louder, louder than the DJ
Louder, louder, louder than the DJ
Faster, faster, faster than the airwaves
Louder, louder, louder than the DJ
Someone said a long time ago
Rock ‘n’ roll would never grow old
She still got the fire left in her bones
The lights go down, the crowd explodes
Louder than the DJ
Louder than the DJ
Louder than the DJ
Louder than the DJ
Louder than the DJ
Louder than the DJ
Louder than the DJ
Louder than the DJ
Someone said a long time ago
Rock ‘n’ roll would never grow old
She still got the fire left in her bones
And we’re not gonna pack up and go cause we’re
Louder, louder, louder than the DJ
Louder, louder, louder than the DJ
Louder, louder, louder than the DJ
She’ll be back some day, I know, baby
Louder, louder, louder than the DJ
Louder, louder, louder than the DJ
Faster, faster, faster than the airwaves
Louder, louder, louder than the DJ
Someone said a long time ago
Rock ‘n’ roll would never grow old
She still got the fire left in her bones
The lights go down, the crowd explodes
Louder than the DJ
(And Ian’s guitar)
Louder than the DJ
(The band at the bar)
Louder than the DJ
(Never change who you are)
Louder than the DJ
Songwriters: Aaron Solowoniuk / Ben Kowalewicz / Ian D’sa / Jon Gallant

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Track Five. The Crutch

The. Best. Song. On. The. Entire. F*****g. Album. Hands-Down. This song is seriously amazing. If you read my Great Songs You’ve Probably NEVER Heard of You Should Listen To This Summer , you know the extent of my love to this song. Play it as loud as you can, because this is pure, raw rock. I’m in LOVE with it!

Lyrics
I should have turned and walked away
But I got tangled in your chains
A trail of dead for all to see
You shut the cage and stole the key
Your state of mind revealed
That my love for you was real
They say in time wounds heal
But I got nothing left to steal
My mouth is shut, my lips are sealed
You are the crutch of this disease
And I’ve been locked in your machine
Sit here and rot, or break this deal
I spill my blood on the checkered floor
You got me crawling back for more
You set the trap, I’ll take the bait
A bed of nails I can’t escape
Your state of mind revealed
That my love for you was real
They say in time wounds heal
But I got nothing left to steal
My mouth is shut, my lips are sealed
You are the crutch of this disease
And I’ve been locked in your machine
Sit here and rot, or break this deal
Now it’s so dark that I can’t see
The mental scars you left on me
So dig your nails and grind your teeth
I’m in your clutch for eternity
Yeah, I know it’s hard for you to see
The mental scars you left on me
So dig your nails and grind your teeth
I’m in your clutch for eternity
My mouth is shut, my lips are sealed
You are the crutch of this disease
And I’ve been locked in your machine
Sit here and rot, or break this deal
Oh, my mouth is shut, my lips are sealed
You are the crutch of this disease
And I’ve been locked in your machine
Sit here and rot, or break this deal
Songwriters: Aaron Solowoniuk / Ben Kowalewicz / Ian D’sa / Jon Gallant
rabbit down the hole

Track Six. Rabbit Down The Hole

I don’t know why, but this song took me a little to warm up to. i wasn’t so sure i liked the beat, then I thought it was too long, then too somber. But after going back and listening to it again, I decided that it was actually one of the best songs on the album, and the best power ballad i’d ever listened to. This song is about overcoming drugs, or something more severe. Like metal health issues and radical ideas. Dementia and Alzheimer’s. And how love ones try to help, but are often wasting their time. It is a very powerful song.

Lyrics
Buried in the mail before the early morning
Under the frost that’s forming his words are calling
Even though alarm bells ring without a warning
All of the clocks keep ticking, and time keeps flowing
Everyone that I hold dearly, I try to keep them close
‘Cause some of them get bitten by the rabbit down the hole
Once they walk past through the grass, they’re never coming home
Easy to live but yet so hard to nail
Maybe they’ve lost their way but found their savior
Living in the fable life’s a fairy tale
Except our thoughts are fragile our minds are frail
Everyone that you hold dearly, you try to keep them close
‘Cause some of them get bitten by that rabbit down the hole
And once you walk past through the grass, you’re never coming home
Good God what have I done?
Mother nature’s lonely son
Mother nature’s lonely son
Chase that rabbit down the hole
Wander through the open door that leads to nowhere
Who’s gonna take away my pain, take away my pain
Before you know you’re trapped inside the spider’s web
You’re screaming there is no escape, there is no escape
The invitation’s written clearly, you’re the one he chose
Until the day your bitten by the rabbit down the hole
Follow his procession deep into the ground below
Good God what have I done?
Mother nature’s lonely son
Mother nature’s lonely son
Chase that rabbit down the hole
I’ll drown or I will burn
Down the path of no return
Down the path of no return
Chase that rabbit down the hole
Rabbit down the hole
I’d never thought I’d see her suffer, I gave her all I could
And everything I had to offer, was never understood
How many days until her mind has left this world for good?
Good God what have I done?
Mother nature’s lonely son
Mother nature’s lonely son
Chase that rabbit down the hole
I’ll drown or I will burn
Down the path of no return
Down the path of no return
Chase that rabbit down the hole
One of these days you’ll break away
One of these days you’ll break away
One of these days you’ll break away
One of these days you’ll fade away (Chase that rabbit down the hole)
One of these days you’ll break away
One of these days you’ll break away
One of these days you’ll break away (Chase that rabbit down the hole)
One of these days you’ll fade away
One of these days you’ll break away
One of these days you’ll break away
One of these days you’ll break away
One of these days you’ll fade away (Chase that rabbit down the hole)
One of these days you’ll break away
One of these days you’ll break away
One of these days you’ll break away
One of these days you’ll fade away
Songwriters: Aaron Solowoniuk / Ben Kowalewicz / Ian D’sa / Jon Gallant
time bomb ticking away

Track Seven. Time Bomb Ticking Away

I;m not 100% sure what this song is about.Some say environmental destruction. Some say the apocalypse. I think it;s about people with violent tendencies who need to talk to people, but people won’t listen. It is a really good song. And one of my favorites.

Lyrics
Watching the time bomb ticking away
Watching the time bomb nobody cares ’till it’s too late
Watching the time bomb ticking away
Watching the time bomb you better pray you’re somewhere safe
We’re transfixed on a pendulum sky
Watch another tank of gasoline run dry
A death stare from a cold dead eye
As you’re chopping up the carrot, sharpening their knives
Don’t blink, keep your eyes on the prize
While you rip me up to pieces, cut me down to size
Don’t dare, try to keep it inside
‘Cause the only way to make us laugh is to make us cry
Just when you thought you’ve seen it all
A storm awaits behind the door
Disgruntled right down to the core
We still go on
Watching the time bomb ticking away
Watching the time bomb nobody cares ’till it’s too late
Watching the time bomb ticking away
Watching the time bomb you better pray you’re somewhere safe
Beat up, put the slate to the grind
Another rocket launcher going off inside my mind
Tight cuffs only hold me tight
Every thought about the future leaves me terrified
I’m sick of the same old lies
Why don’t you talk about your feelings? Who gives a shit about mine?
Death grips got a hold of my side
Because the only way to make us laugh is to make us cry
Just when you thought you’ve seen it all
A storm awaits behind the door
Disgruntled right down to the core
We still go on
Watching the time bomb ticking away
Watching the time bomb nobody cares till it’s too late
Watching the time bomb ticking away
Watching the time bomb you better pray you’re somewhere safe
Oh, we got a time bomb ticking away inside
And the only way to make us laugh is to make us cry
Watching the time bomb ticking away
Watching the time bomb ticking away
Watching the time bomb ticking away
You’re watching the time bomb ticking away inside
And the only way to make us laugh is to make us cry
You’re watching the time bomb ticking away inside
Everybody needs a little help when the world is blind
You’re watching the time bomb ticking away inside
And the only way to make us laugh is to make us cry
You’re watching the time bomb ticking away
You’re watching the time bomb ticking away
You’re watching the time bomb ticking away
You’re watching the time bomb ticking away (our world’s got no liberty)
You’re watching the time bomb ticking away (locked up in a little cage)
You’re watching the time bomb ticking away (this world is a bitter place)
You’re watching the time bomb ticking away (our world’s got no liberty)
You’re watching the time bomb ticking away (locked up in a little cage)
You’re watching the time bomb ticking away (this world is a bitter place)
Songwriters: Aaron Solowoniuk / Ben Kowalewicz / Ian D’sa / Jon Gallant
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Track Eight. Leave Them All Behind

Originally disliked for being too mellow, I disagree. This song is about perseverance and finding your place in the world. Finding your reason why.  I personally find it really empowering. It is now my power ballad. To see my long rant about the songs power, click here

Lyrics

Tired of all the promises and never coming through
It’s easy to pretend until they turn their back on you
And all the ones that bring you down, their colors weren’t that true
And life’s become a battle that you swore you’d never lose
It don’t matter what went wrong this time, don’t matter what went right
We’re always searching for the reason why
And the longest road to find it will take many years to climb
Don’t wait up for that moment to arrive
Leave them all behind
Yeah, I’m tired of all the promises and never coming through
It’s easy to pretend until they turn their back on you
Yeah, and all the ones that bring you down, their colors weren’t that true
And when you lose your confidence your mind plays tricks on you
It don’t matter what went wrong this time, don’t matter what went right
We’re always searching for the reason why
And the longest road to find it will take many years to climb
We keep on getting stuck here all the time
We’re gonna leave them all behind, We’re gonna leave them all behind
We’re gonna catch that train, the words they say couldn’t stop us if they tried
We’re gonna leave them all behind, We’re gonna leave them all behind
We’re gonna catch that train I know some day everything’s gonna fall in line
I’ve been struck down and defeated every step along the way
Become I’m your own worst enemy when nothing seems to change
You have to fail a thousand times before you get it straight
So catch me if you can ’cause I ain’t leaving this to fate
It don’t matter what went wrong this time, don’t matter what went right
We’re always searching for the reason why
And the longest road to find it will take many years to climb
We keep on getting stuck here all the time
We’re gonna leave them all behind, We’re gonna leave them all behind
We’re gonna catch that train, the words they say couldn’t stop us if they tried
We’re gonna leave them all behind, We’re gonna leave them all behind
We’re gonna catch that train I know some day, everything’s gonna fall in line
Oh, oh, oh
Tired of all the promises and never coming through
Stop waiting for that moment to arrive
We’re gonna leave them all behind, We’re gonna leave them all behind
We’re gonna catch that train, the words they say couldn’t stop us if they tried
We’re gonna leave them all behind, We’re gonna leave them all behind
We’re gonna catch that train I know some day, everything’s gonna fall in line
We’re gonna leave them all behind, We’re gonna leave them all behind
We’re gonna catch that train I know some day, everything’s gonna fall in line
Yeah!
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Track Nine.Horses and Chariots

My least favorite song. It’s about war and pride. But something about it just gets on my nerves. I don’t know. The lyric quality is really good, and it is a really meaningful song, I simply don’t like it.

Lyrics
Horses and chariots
Churches and states
Devotion turns dangerous
When armed with rules of faith
Prisoners and patriots
Angels and saints
If minds are persuaded enough
Compassion turns to hate
Time comes to bury us
Together we must stay
(Don’t let the)
Horses and chariots
Drag our love away
No
Borders and boundary signs
Drawn by red tape
Those who colour outside of the lines
Define the human race
Warlords and suffering eyes
Soldiers and slaves
The side of the fence that we climb
Determines who’s afraid
Time comes to bury us
Together we must stay
(Don’t let the)
Horses and chariots
Drag our love away
(Until we)
Swallow our pride
Our hearts will collide
And the skies of hysteria will
Come rain down on you
Cleanse the soul from the hands that divide
Our world in time
Time comes to bury us
Well how can you live while so many die?
(Don’t let the)
Horses and chariots
Hide the view from their eyes
(Until we)
Swallow our pride
We’ve chosen a faith, we’ve chosen a side
(Until we)
Swallow our pride
Our hearts will collide
Songwriters: Aaron Solowoniuk / Ben Kowalewicz / Ian D’sa / Jon Gallant
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Track Ten. This Is Our War

Originally thought to be an anti-Republican anthem, those people aren’t wrong. It’s only about people like Trump though, or so I’ve been told. Personally, I think it’s about all the corrupt politicians out there. Not necessarily in the states, but that was one screwed up election. It’s all call to arms saying that no matter where your from, or what your personal beliefs are, we all need to stand together against these corrupt figures.

Lyrics
Once there was a nation here
Now there is no more
Once we fought to change our fears
But now this is our war (This is our war)
This is our war
Wash your mind out, where’s your morals?
How many people have to live this sorrow?
Life should not be begged or borrowed
How many really want to change tomorrow?
We’re still playing the prideful game
As we profile the enemy that we created
We’re still playing the prideful game
With the cards on the table
In the end we’re all the same
Where’s the compassion in the world today?
Yeah, we’re all the same
Until we find another way
This is our war (This is our war)
Once there was a nation here
Now there is no more (This is our war)
Once we fought for change arm in arm
But now this is our war
Divisive words from ivory towers
Seeds of intolerance turn into flowers
Countless fools and reckless cowards
Rally the people in the quest for power
We’re still playing the prideful game
As we profile the enemy that we created
We’re still playing the prideful game
With the cards on the table
In the end we’re all the same
Where’s the compassion in the world today?
Yeah, we’re all the same
Until we find another way
This is our war (This is our war)
Once there was a nation here
Now there is no more (This is our war)
Once we fought for change arm in arm
But now this is our war
Is this the land of segregation?
Is this a place that we call home?
Don’t let the old style generation
Carry the flag for you and me no more
This is our war
This is our war
We’re into the red, We’re into the red
And as it burns the fire spreads
We’re under the threat, We’re under the threat
Will it still burn tomorrow?
Once there was a nation here
Now there is no more
Once we fought to change our fears
But now this is our war (This is our war)
Once there was a nation here
Now there is no more (This is our war)
Once we fought for change arm in arm
But now this is our war
Is this the land of segregation?
Is this a place that we call home?
Don’t let the old style generation
Carry the flag for you and me no more (This is our war)
Once there was a nation divided
Now this is our war (This is our war)
Once we stand embraced arm in arm
We stand for something more
Songwriters: Aaron Solowoniuk / Ben Kowalewicz / Ian D’sa / Jon Gallant

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Track Eleven. February Winds

This isn’t one of the best songs on the album, but it is really one of the most meaningful. This song is about the current refugee crisis and how much these people have been through, yet people still don’t want to welcome them into the country. Adam Kivel from Consequences Of Sound called it ‘filler’, and I think he;s dead wrong! This song is far from filler. The album has no filler. Each song is equally as important as the next.

Lyrics
Hey
Another, tragedy has
Set the scene for conscience to be revealed
And all the February
February winds are howling
Don’t tell me we’re adversaries
Don’t tell me we’re sworn enemies
‘Cause we all need necessary
Means to protect what we love
An ocean lies between us
Sufferings are constant, we never see
Behind our sanctuary
Sanctuary, walls so easy to breathe
Where is our apathy?
Has, apathy been lost while drifting at sea
We are the refugees
Don’t worry we’ll survive on hopes of
Don’t tell me we’re adversaries
Don’t tell me we’re sworn enemies
‘Cause we all need necessary
Means to protect what we love
Light up your book of matches
Open your hearts to action
We all need second chances
What reason to help but for love?
February winds
February winds
No we are not adversaries
We were not born enemies
We all need necessary
Means to protect what we love
Light up your book of matches
Open your hearts to action
We all need second chances
What reason to help but for love?
We are not adversaries
We are not sworn enemies
We all need necessary
Means to protect what we love
February winds
The message that we send
Will come back in the end
Songwriters: Aaron Solowoniuk / Ben Kowalewicz / Ian D’sa / Jon Gallant
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Track Twelve. Afraid Of Heights Reprise

Definitely my least favorite track on the album. Basically just a remix of ‘Afraid of Heights’ with guitarist Ian D’Sa playing piano in the background. This may be considered filler, but I don’t even want to count it as a track. I;d rather have the Japanese exclusive track ‘Half Past Dead’ because the reprise is a waste of space.

 

Also given credit on the album is drummer Aaron Solowonuick’s fight Multiple Sclerosis. Aaron was sidelined from this latest project from a relapse, rendering it impossible fro him to drum. This album was definitely different because of replacement drummer Jordan Hasting’s different style, but I think the album turned out alright. IT turned out great! In the back of the lyric book, there is a message to Aaron that reads,

This album is Dedicated to Aaron. We stand together in your fight

F.U.MS

Thank you so much for reading my blog and bearing with me throughout my longest post yet. Remember to follow my blog and like my posts if you like what you’re seeing, so that I will be encouraged to write more posts and I know that people are actually enjoying them. I hop to see you soon,

-Tash

Ben Kowalewicz Quotes to Brighten Your Day

Hey.. I just thought that you guys might enjoy some of these stupid Ben Kowalewicz quotes from my other blog.. I do know that i really enjoyed reading them!

The Lifestyle Of An Awkward Teen Almost Genius

Ben Koawalewicz is an idiot. We all know that. He’s also 100% amazing. He has such a unique voice! Although he is getting older, so maybe they should stop performing ‘This Is How It Goes’ because he is going to break his vocal chords if he keeps screaming like that. Here are some of his best and stupidest quotes to brighten your day!

“Well what else do you do when you’re in jolly old England than go on a search for a teapot? –

Then This Happened….

  • Fuck the Da Vinci Code! It’s the teapot code.
  • In Hollywood I would have found the last teapot and it would be falling off the shelf in slow motion and I would have dove and caught it and we would have walked away in slow motion with you know, hands in the air, high fiving each other.
  • Art doesn’t always mirror life and…

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My Lifestyle Blog!!!

I am happy to announce the release of my lifestyle blog, The Lifestyle of an Awkward Teen Almost Genius! This blog is mainly going to be about motivations and self-help and positivity. Because I know that I struggle with a lot of stuff like that, so I’m hoping that I can help people who share the same struggles.

I will also be doing some journal, planner and study help stuff. The study help will be in a #StudySaturday series, where as often as I can, most Saturdays, I will post various study tips that I find actually work.

So go check that out, ad I’ll see you soon with some summer DIYs and the rest of the School Series!

-Tash

Leave Them All Behind: A Message on self-Esteem and Self-Respect and that stuff.

Also a Billy Talent song. Yeah. Should I have said that in the title? forget that fact for a minute. this was inspired by a very similar post by supernaturalsnark on her HIP TO BE SNARK blog. Forget the fact that ‘Leave Them All Behind’ is a rock/punk/alternative song for a minute. Just let me explain the premise and relate it to life.

Haters. No other way to say this. You hate them. It’s a fact. Great life tip: DON’T WORRY ABOUT WHAT THEY SAY! Don’t let them bring you down because you know that their words mean nothing. you are beautiful. You are amazing. You are worth the time. Not theirs. Let the haters be haters.

Fake friends. We hate them too. Sometimes, we don’t even know that they are fake friends until they turn on us.

It’s easy to pretend until they turn their back on you
And all the ones that bring you down, their colors weren’t that true

Just remember that. Their colors weren’t true, and you don’t need them. I have been through multiple occasions like this. It isn’t the end of the world. in fact, you’re better off without them.

Self-Doubt. We’ll all experience it at some point in our life. I experience it a lot. We tell ourselves that there is no way we can do something, but we’re wrong because if we put our minds to it, we can. We’re only telling ourselves that it’s impossible.

Loneliness. We’ve all been there. We have all felt as if there hasn’t been anybody there for us. There  are people there, though. Why we don’t see that is a mystery. you aren’t alone. Ben Kowalewicz said it himself. And you know what? Sometimes, you can’t depend on other people, and it just ends up being a me, myself and I situation, and that’s okay. Just make sure you have one or two friends to talk to, even if they are just online.

Self-Esteem/Respect. NEVER put yourself down. You are amazing, and you need to tell yourself that. You may not know your why yet.What you are meant to do. You are meant to do something great. Remember that.

It don’t matter what went wrong this time, don’t matter what went right
We’re always searching for the reason why
And the longest road to find it will take many years to climb
Don’t wait up for that moment to arrive
Leave them all behind

Leave the haters, fake friends and your self-doubt behind, and just go for it. You are worth the time. You are great. You can do epic stuff. Just believe in yourself.

To listen to ‘Leave Them all Behind’, click here!

Fly my darling. Leave them all behind and do what you were meant to do!

-Tash

 

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